Perhaps Another Chance

When I heard one side one the story, I was standing on one’s side. After I’d heard both, I am now standing in the middle. It’s kinda strange and doubtful you know. Thinking and judging what is right and wrong. Recalling back what had happened. But I can’t just let it be like that.

I went to look for her and she cried again. I felt way sorry for her, for what she had been through all these months. I had no idea how hard it was for her to suffer it herself. As a guy who doesn’t really talk a lot and don’t really know how to express himself, I did not know what to do but to lend her my shoulder and to wipe off the tears on her eyes.

How come I never realize it all the while. Maybe I was so selfish all this while. I didn’t really think of what she felt before. I’m not saying that she is not wrong and I'm not changing what I thought of before. I’m not on her side and I'm not saying that what I’d heard before is not what it seemed to be either. Everything is over and let the bygone be bygone. I just feel that it is real bad and unfair if I keep on treating her the way I treated her last time.

To my fellow course mates, we’ve only just been together for two years and there is more than half of it to go before all of us graduates and leaves apart. Why things have to turn out to be like this? Why all the ‘pretend-pretend’ and ‘acting-acting’??

I know, part it was all started because of me. At least I think it was. But let me tell all of you, that I’ve already forgiven her now. What happened last time, let it be lah. I admit I have guilt as well. I am very sorry to her. Why we have to be so stubborn and become so hatred because of just a small matter. One misunderstood lead to such a big news. Get over it. And let a new life begin.

Can all ALL OF US just be like last time? Like how we did in the very first semester. Don’t be so naïve and narrow minded anymore. This is not so professional ok. Come on, think of it. What would YOU feel if a bunch of friends boycott you and even worse, they talk things behind your back? What is your feeling when you wanted to be close again with your course mates (or your circle) but there was always no chance to get near them.

After I’ve posted this up, I am sure there will be many judgments from the others. I don’t care what they think of me. I just want things back to be normal. And nop...I’m not doing this because she asked me to. I wrote this out all because I feel that some things are not going very well anymore.

So again I BEG all of you who are involved, pleeease do not continue to be like this ok? After all, this is our university life. Let it be a happy one.

Lastly, I apologize if what I've said offended anyone. Somebody must raise the matter in order to solve it. All I want is just to make things back as before. Give her another chance ok?

PS: I am very clueless of what to do anymore therefore I hope this will help. I know some of you who have been reading my blog.

A.C.G.C.

HOLA! It's been awhile since I posted something here. Some things happened lately and my mind has been wandering around, thinking of stuff and figuring things out. It's hard to judge which is right and wrong sometimes.

And to David and LCC, thanks for being so nice to check out my blog frequently. I apologize but I also appreciate that a lot!! =)

Anyway, my friend Xian Boon asked me a favor to post this up for him. It is the Animation Comic Game Convention that is going to held in the KLCC Convention Center this coming weekend.

So here it is:

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ACGC (22nd-23rd March 2008)

Events Schedule

Saturday, February 22, 2008:

11:00am -11:30pm -- Opening Ceremony
11:30am -1:15pm -- Art Competition
1:30pm -2:30pm -- (Reserved for Myrosso)
2:45am -3:00pm -- Lucky Draw / Mini Game
3:00pm -4:00pm -- (Reserved for Asiasoft)
4:30pm -4:45pm -- Lucky Draw / Mini Game
4:45pm -5:45pm -- (Reserved for Iguana)
5:45pm -6:30pm -- Art Competition Prizes Giving Ceremony
6:30pm -7:00pm -- Lucky Draw / Mini Game
7:00pm -7:30pm -- Lineage II 1st castle owner prize giving ceremony
7:45pm -8:00pm -- ??


Sunday, February 23, 2008 :

11:00pm -12:30pm -- 2007 PC Gamer Award ( by PC Gamer)
12:30pm -1:00pm -- Stage event (by Myrosso)
1:00pm -2:00pm -- Autograph section (Reserved )
2:00pm -2:30pm -- Performance / Mini Game
3.00pm -5.00pm -- Cosplay Competition
5:15pm -6:00pm -- ZhengTu Illustration and Comic Competition, Prize Giving Ceremony ( by Iguana )
6:00pm -6:45pm -- Cosplay Competition Prizes Giving Ceremony
7:00pm -7:30pm -- COD Tournament Prizes Giving Ceremony
7:30pm -8:00pm -- Dota Tournament Prizes Giving Ceremony

Please note that the type of event is confirmed but the time and duration is subject to final discussion with the event holders.

*All events are subjected to changes without prior notice*


Anyone who is interested may feel free to attend.

Still got some works to be done. Ciao...

Museum Tour

YESTERDAY I visited the National Singapore Museum. The moment I stepped into the museum from main entrance, there is this huge statue of David standing at the atrium.

The original marble statue carved by Michelangelo was white in colour but this one is covered with a red layer of fabric. A work by an Indonesian artist to soften David's masculine feature.

"Small lah"

David from the top

At that time there is also an exhibition on the greek masterpieces but and the entrance fee costs S$8. There will be a free admission only from 6pm-8pm (from 14th-16th March). But I don't think I would come back again in the evening.

Bird catching

The engineer who has a long bird

At the back part of the museum there is connection to a new building. Intergrating the old and new architecture.

Old (left) and New (right)

Something appeared down the escalator

Opps..

Somebody help this stucked seal

Basically I just walked around the museum and visited some of the free galleries.

Some art exhibition

The shoemaker, Jimmy Tan

It's finger licking biting good

Huh? What was I doing?!

Antique cameras

Chinese opera costume. Tok dong chiang~

After visited the National Museum I headed over to the Sinagapore Art Museum which is just across the street.

Going up the stairs

To Hui San and Yee Wei: I can paint too =p

I like the tiles on the floor

Playing bowling in the museum

Spot me!

Spot me again!

Title of this paint: Father and Mother (China)

Staring at boobs

She has a pair of boob and a bird. Amazing

On that evening I got an invatation to a friend's orchestra performance in the National University of Singapore (NUS). It was my second time attending such performance and I found it not bad, except for some moment that I was too tired and almost felt alseep during the performance. But overall it was pretty amazing! . It even has a beautiful golden harp, played by a pretty girl. Wow!

After that, dinner at Clementi before heading back to UTM.

Dinner at Sumo House