Hersey's

SOMETIMES we need to have some privacy. There are many things I would like to blog about but it will be not so nice if I am going to write it here. I guess I have to keep it just for myself and people I feel like sharing with.

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Just got back from our dancing class not long ago. Today the instructor (I still have no idea what is his name) taught us all the steps for the Cha Cha Cha dance. That means we are able to dance continuously throughout the music.

One two cha cha cha

However, there are still some that we need to work on, especially on the couple-together-turning part. You could easily mix up the steps especially when the music is fast.

Someone not paying attention =p

Hmmp?

This looks nice!

Yesterday, four of us went for the practice session. The instructor wasn't there so we could do it freely on our own. Here are some posing pics of Tiong and Yee Wei:

Eee..don't take!

Who is this guy?

Just another random post. I gotta get back to my studio works. Monday is the pre-submission and I still have quite some things not done yet. Concepts, changes of plans and site layout. I know I have been slacking lately...

Hee...

<小酒窝> Little Dimple




我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
wo hai zai xun zhao, yi ge yi kao he yi ge yong bao

谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
shui ti wo qi dao, ti wo fan nao, wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao

幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
xing fu kai shi you yu zhao, yuan fen rang wo men man man jing kao

然后孤单被吞没了
ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le

无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
wu liao bian de you hua liao, you bian hua le



小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao, shi ni zui mei de ji hao

我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
wo mei tian shui bu zhao, xiang nian ni de wei xiao

你不知道 你对我多么重要
ni bu zhi dao, ni dui wo duo me zhong yao

有了你生命完整的刚好
you le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao



小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao, mi ren de wu ke jiu yao

我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
wo fang man le bu diao, gan jue xiang shi he zui le

终于找到心有灵犀的美好
zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao

一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
yi bei zhe nuan nuan de hao, wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao



幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
xing fu kai shi you yu zhao, yuan fen rang wo men man man jing kao

然后孤单被吞没了
ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le

无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
wu liao bian de you hua liao, you bian hua le

小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao, shi ni zui mei de ji hao

我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
wo mei tian shui bu zhao, xiang nian ni de wei xiao

你不知道 你对我多么重要
ni bu zhi dao, ni dui wo duo me zhong yao

有了你生命完整的刚好
you le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao

小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao, mi ren de wu ke jiu yao

我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
wo fang man le bu diao, gan jue xiang shi he zhui le

终于找到心有灵犀的美好
zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao

一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
yi bei zhe nuan nuan de hao, wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao



WO~小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
wo~ xiao jiu wo chang jie mao, mi ren de wu ke jiu yao

我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
wo fang man le bu diao, gan jue xiang shi he zhui le

终于找到心有灵犀的美好
zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao

一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
yi bei zhi nuan nuan de hao, wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao

男人,其实比女人更痴情!

每一个男人都是这样，他可以对每个女人说“我爱你”但他一辈子只会爱上一个女人，只有一个。女人需要的是一个关怀她，爱她，可以让她依靠，保护她一辈子的人，当她遇到一个男人时，爱的死去活来，山盟海誓。

因为种种原因的分开，她不会再记得他，或者说不会记得那么深刻。因为当她遇到一个更好的男人时，她会拿两个人来比较，她会觉得遇到更好的是她的幸运。

但男人不是这样，当他爱上一个女人，真真正正的爱，他不会在爱上任何一个人。

当这段感情失败后，他会把这段记忆放在心里，把这个女人放在心底。原来一个男人可以把很多女人放在心里，但一辈子只有一个女人可以在他心底。无论他以后会再相处再多的女人，他都会清楚的知道，自己最爱的是谁。无论以后他遇到的女人多么优秀，他也不会改变。

因为他心底的女人是他的支柱，他不会用她和任何一个人相比，他认为这种比较是愚蠢的，他一辈子只会爱她一个。放在心底的女人，永远的伤痕。男人都是爱面子的， 也许他平时会活的很潇洒，但在一个人孤独的时候，他会放下所有的尊严，放声痛哭，思念唯一的她。

男人的爱一辈子只会付出一次，你得不到，因为你不是。

如果说一段不如意的感情分手是解脱， 那么一个男人失败的真爱，男人的痴情，女人的多情,只有死才是终点。


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Learn How to Control Ourselves

Rule #1

Do not grab thing which does not belong to you.

Rule #2

Do not grab thing which does not belong to you until and unless you have the permission to do so.

Rule #3

Do not grab thing which does not belong to you until and unless you have the permission to do so with a condition to appreciate it with all your heart.

That, will be a very rare opportunity.

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Sometimes don't you just wish to be a kid again? We can do all sorts of thing without have to worry all the consequences. Life would be innocent and playful by then. No assignments, no staying up late and no conflicts with friends.

I recall my childhood memories as a typical KL boy. Being grown up in a city, I did not have the chance to hunt for fishes in the longkang or running after the chicken at the backyard unless I was back in my hometown. I played Lego and old-school video games. Sometimes chasing around with the neighbour kids at the backalley of the house during the evening.

Ma, my kuku bird stucked

When naughty things happened, I would be running around in the living room while being caned by my dad. Sometimes mum tried to protect me but she was hit by it too. I yelled so loud that the neighbour asked about what happened on the next day.

I was still a kid back then. Kids are naughty and mischievous in any ways. =)

Haha, is that so?

Most importantly, you get all the loves and care from people around you and you get to see stuff. Have a lovely day!

Space-Time Continuum

[This is a scheduled post]

Time traveling has always been every man’s dream. That includes mine. Movies like Back to the Future, Time Machine, Austin Powers and Doraemon cartoon has this machine where we are able to travel to any time we want. Even without the travel machine, Hiro Nakamura (from Heroes) can just shut his eyes and then teleport to whenever, wherever he wish to.

That is the power I wish to have some day

With that, I could go back to the 70s to see how my parents went dating, or see how I look like when I was young, or I could go back to tell ‘myself’ what I should have done and what shouldn’t in the past.

Maybe I should have sign up for the other course instead of architecture. Not to say I don’t enjoy this course. Just that there is other thing which I found later that suits my interests more.

Maybe I should go back to remind ‘myself’ not to leave my K610i in the pocket before putting in the washing machine.

Maybe I should warn ‘myself’ not to get too close with someone before things turned out nasty, and instead pay more attention to someone else.

Or maybe I can buy 4D and then hit a lottery.

Somebody who can invent the time machine will earn big money I tell you. But the consequences is gonna be terrible I bet. Haha.

Sometimes I wonder if I have ever met my course mates before I came to UTM. I am sure at somewhere, some time there was a slight chance I got close contact with Hui San, Siew Wei or Lim back in KL.

Like the movie Turn Left, Turn Right 向左走，向右走

When I was visiting Steven’s place in Kuching about a year ago, there was quite a familiar feeling that I have been to that place before. His parents own a pottery warehouse which later I found out that during my primary six school trip to Kuching, we had been to the same place.

Maybe I ever did encounter with him or Jenny, ACY, David, Yee Wei, LCC when I was in Kuching 10 years ago. (Majority of my Chinese coursemates are from Sarawak)

So nice if there is a gadget saying that I ever came close to this person at certain place, certain time ago, blablabla. Maybe Tiong was born just next to me when his mum came to KL 22 years ago. Haha.

I like to see how things or people can eventually turn up together without knowing that they will actually meet up one day. Should I call it fate?

One day…one day…it will come.

Mentally Disturbed

I am happy yet I am sad at the same. It’s been a long time since I cried. It is no harm to release all the unhappiness by letting the tear out but I just don’t know how to do it now. Maybe I am too used of the-don’t-care-attitude-as-long-as-I-am-not-involved-in-any-troubles. I want to have a happy kind of life in my university life unfortunately that is not easy as I thought. I already had complicated issue with certain people here in the campus.

Seriously I am getting frustrated over the course I’m taking right now. The passion of architecture is not really there anymore. I design because I was asked to do. I draw because the lecturer wants it that way. I present because I have no other option. I submit because there will be grades given. People around me everyday are talking about design and architecture. Plan, façade, space, rendering, structure, services etc. Why must everything we see to be related to that? Isn’t it good when we just say: “Oh, that’s a nice house. I like it. Full stop.” and not like these: “Yer, look at the colour of the wall, so awful.” or “This space arrangement sucks. Should have done it blablabla instead.” or “You think how tall the ceiling is? Looks too high for me.” Sick man I tell you! Listening to this all the time. It’s only half of the five year course and I’m starting to have such feeling. How am I going to tahan for another five semesters lah.

Sometimes I wish to make more friends from other than the ones in my faculty. Friends who can chit-chat with for non-stop and most importantly no architecture topic during the conversation. That is why it is important to know more friends during the co-curriculum activities. I once felt so ‘free’ when I went out for a lunch with a friend from the other faculty. Ahh, I still remember my secondary school times when my friends and I could be very crazy. Nicholas, Khong Jin, Chia Sheng, Jian Fai, Randy, Yee Mei, Perry, Wai Luen, Sendhil, Shao Jin, Subashini and others. I miss the fufet gang. I miss Mr Loo tuition session. I miss the McD after school every Friday. I miss the LRT rides to school and back home together. I miss you guys so much! And I miss my ex too. She made a spark in my life with so many unforgettable memories. She can be the most understanding and loving person. With that I cherish her forever.

As I am typing this I feel like hugging someone and cry already. If only I could find a place to loosen myself. I will want to go wild in every place that I could go. I need a mate to keep me accompany in JB. Suddenly I feel so lonely. Things become crazy when there are too much of pressure. Sometimes I talk to myself when I am alone. Most of the time, I stay in my own world. I have my own imagination with how things happen and how my life will turn out to be. And it is always so happy to see it goes that way. I don’t care what others say as long have my own choice and thought, be it correct or wrong. Why can’t I do that because they say I shouldn’t? Sometimes it’s not easy going growing to be an adult you know. So enjoy first while I can. That is what I hope to do.

ps: there is someone that keeps me up lately. At least I have something to look forward to in every new day. I am glad and thankful to this person. Cheers! =)

A story

WHEN a girl leaves a guy, what does he do?

He buys BMW.

[more]

*Heart*

WHEN a guy likes a girl, he feels excited to see her every time. He is happy in her presence and he'll try sticking to her as long as possible.

Sticks together

He thinks of her almost every single minute. He will be wondering what is she doing when she’s not around.

Hmm..any idea what are they up to?

He remembers what she likes and what she doesn’t. He keeps the best for her no matter how difficult it is for him to get it.

Can you get me a copy of FuturArc?

He always tries to cheer her up. Sometimes it may not work though. And her sweeeet sweet smile will never failed to stay around his mind.

The perfect smile : )

I get too excited so I put more...

Last but not least, sometimes she appears in his dream and that night will be the best night for him. =)

But dream remains a dream

Is that how you feel when you like someone?

Those were the days

Then, what about love ?

Responsibility

Love is something more than that. It is not for a short moment. Love is not just ‘love at first sight’ or some high school puppy love.

Puppy love

If you are in love with somebody, you’ll think even more than that. Love is about spending the rest of your life with her. You don’t feel bored and tired out when there is love in a relationship. Cuz that’s what make your life become more interesting.

Everday there will be something new

Love can be a guessing game. And that’s the beauty of it. There is no guarantee. It’s like diving into a pool of water without knowing whether if it’s shallow or deep.

That is deep, or shallow?

If it’s shallow you’ll end up hurt and paralyzed. But if it’s deep…you know…..you’ll always stay in the pool and wouldn’t want to come up the surface.

Who knows, you might found a mermaid

So do you like her? Or do you love her?

It Is Difficult Sometimes

I came across this in one of Melanie's posts and find it quite true. Well, you know, this can happen to a guy too.

I didn't understand why would a girl go for a guy who is already in a relationship/have a family. I finally understood because I realize human can't control their feelings. Even they know the guy is married, they (girls) still fall for the guy because of feelings. When they are in triangle love, eventually one of them will be hurt. The "one" will feel most of the pain. The "one" will have to bear with all the pain. Do you think the girl is stupid for making such decision? Of course, many people will say she should leave that guy... but do you think it's easy? Put yourself into her situation... maybe you will understand. I am not pointing at guys, don't get me wrong. It's just that I am a girl, I am looking at the girl's point of view.

No Point

FUH, damn emo now. Suddenly feel like I am all alone. The night is dark and the corridor is quiet. Moments ago I was quite excited about something but now it has all gone. I can choose to take the path but I am still hesitating. I dunno if it's right. Arrggh... I am tired stucked in this course. Seeing others so happy and I am dunno what I am doing. If I've given a choice I might wana stop now. But of course my family will be very dissapointed with me. I don't have to mood to do all these anymore. Design, crits, photoshop, sketchup etc. I wana go somewhere. I wana find something to laugh. I wana go see other things. I wana find someone to shared my thoughts. Sometimes, life is hard. It's all a mess right now. I wish I can just lie down and continue my dream, and I don't wana wake up forever ='(

'B'lease Understand

WHY do you always have to recall back what has happened so long ago? Why is it that you are not satisfied with anything and everything? It appears that YOU are the only one who lives a terrible live. You are always the innocent one. Right? I’m not saying that you are correct of your thinking. And I am not saying who is right or wrong. Maybe in certain ways you were right. So? What you wanna prove and tell everyone in our batch? You want them to ‘oh sorry B..we were wrong’, ‘It was my fault blah blah blah’, ‘I shouldn’t started it’ etc. And the list goes on…

Come on? What is wrong? I know they gave you a hard time before but that was like sooo many freaking months ago. Almost a year I suppose. Do you realize how much pressure you are giving me as well? I tried to stand by you and told you no to care so much about what other people said. Every time when you sought me to your problem, I will ask you to look at the positive side. Nobody wants to be enemy with you forever. I tried to give you some solutions and you always complain that I’m not you, so I won’t understand. Then why find me at the first place? F*** la. Go find a psychologist then!!

Isn’t it nice when we both talk about something else. Something nice and happy. Not that I wana avoid matters. I just don’t know what to do sometimes. And I know I always tell you the same thing again and again. That’s why you are piss off I guess. Everytime when you approach me with these sort of problems, I will like ‘Oh shit, what do I wana say this time?’ Sometimes I really feel that we are getting apart…slowly…….

So let me tell you ONCE again. Do not care what others think of you and how they look at you. You just move on with whatever you have right. Live a happy life and try keep those troubles away. If you are nice to the others, they won’t wana be harm to you. Some things just need time to cure. Don’t rush k! And yup, this is life. How cruel it can be to you sometimes. I believe all of us also have our own problems. Including myself. Don’t just because of you, all of us get suffer.

I think you’ll need some time. Look at the brighter sight of your life ;)

我有想你o

看见你那傻傻的样子，我什么烦恼都没了。
而你可爱的笑声，听了令人真爽快。
还有那雪白细滑的肌肤，把真个女人味都显示了出来。

你好吗?

How?

THEY say true love never last. Or it didn't even exist at all.

I'm not like how I used to be already.
I tried, but couldn't.
It is not just there anymore.
Perhaps it has gone.
Perhaps it has gone to the other place.

Oh boy, I'm so notti.
Hope she can be notti too. =p
Well, at least once a while.
Let me be happy.
So that I can make u happy too.

Sometimes I love to be secretive.
It's like playing a game.
A game of love.
Who will be the last two standing?

Hmmm...

Perhaps Another Chance

When I heard one side one the story, I was standing on one’s side. After I’d heard both, I am now standing in the middle. It’s kinda strange and doubtful you know. Thinking and judging what is right and wrong. Recalling back what had happened. But I can’t just let it be like that.

I went to look for her and she cried again. I felt way sorry for her, for what she had been through all these months. I had no idea how hard it was for her to suffer it herself. As a guy who doesn’t really talk a lot and don’t really know how to express himself, I did not know what to do but to lend her my shoulder and to wipe off the tears on her eyes.

How come I never realize it all the while. Maybe I was so selfish all this while. I didn’t really think of what she felt before. I’m not saying that she is not wrong and I'm not changing what I thought of before. I’m not on her side and I'm not saying that what I’d heard before is not what it seemed to be either. Everything is over and let the bygone be bygone. I just feel that it is real bad and unfair if I keep on treating her the way I treated her last time.

To my fellow course mates, we’ve only just been together for two years and there is more than half of it to go before all of us graduates and leaves apart. Why things have to turn out to be like this? Why all the ‘pretend-pretend’ and ‘acting-acting’??

I know, part it was all started because of me. At least I think it was. But let me tell all of you, that I’ve already forgiven her now. What happened last time, let it be lah. I admit I have guilt as well. I am very sorry to her. Why we have to be so stubborn and become so hatred because of just a small matter. One misunderstood lead to such a big news. Get over it. And let a new life begin.

Can all ALL OF US just be like last time? Like how we did in the very first semester. Don’t be so naïve and narrow minded anymore. This is not so professional ok. Come on, think of it. What would YOU feel if a bunch of friends boycott you and even worse, they talk things behind your back? What is your feeling when you wanted to be close again with your course mates (or your circle) but there was always no chance to get near them.

After I’ve posted this up, I am sure there will be many judgments from the others. I don’t care what they think of me. I just want things back to be normal. And nop...I’m not doing this because she asked me to. I wrote this out all because I feel that some things are not going very well anymore.

So again I BEG all of you who are involved, pleeease do not continue to be like this ok? After all, this is our university life. Let it be a happy one.

Lastly, I apologize if what I've said offended anyone. Somebody must raise the matter in order to solve it. All I want is just to make things back as before. Give her another chance ok?

PS: I am very clueless of what to do anymore therefore I hope this will help. I know some of you who have been reading my blog.

Whenever the Message Tone Rings

FOR the past 5 days I’ve been seeing your name appearing on the hp screen. Wow! I’ve never been so happieee for quite a long time already. For this few days I am staying in a colourful world. My mood seems to be lifted up up and up up. And up up again until the top of the world. Hehe. I smile when I walk, I smile when I eat, smile when I bath and smile before I close my eyes to sleep. I think even if the working drawing assignment were to be submitted tomorrow I will not have to worry too much about it.

Cannot cannot!! I must control myself already. =p

Living in a Small KL

JUST came back from yamcha at Kepong with Hui San. I also called Siew Wei along earlier but unfortunately she couldn’t make it on the last minute. And since my cousin brother is staying my house for a night, I brought him along too.

Never have I drove so far away to have drinks with friends. But it’s all worth it for tonight. Hehe. I took the MRR2 way from Pandan Indah to Kepong cuz knowing that the roads in KL center it will be terribly jammed.

Firstly, gotta go to Bandat Sri Damansara's McD to pick up Hui San. Then she led us to Chandran mamak stall. I’ve heard about Chandran from her and Siew Wei some time before. And Siew Wei said that the roti there is better than the one in Steven’s Corner. So today I take the trouble chance to travel all the way there to try their roti. And I did no regret it. =p

Well, for me, I think both Chandran’s and Steven’s are equally good la. Maybe I’m not that choosy type of person. Hehe. But I particularly like the Roti Chicago from Chandran’s. It is actually a bun with egg and filled with mayonnaise and chili sause. And we also ordered their famous Roti Salad and Paper Tosai (recommended by Siew Wei).

OK, and here comes the freaky part. Well, not to say freaky but quite surprise and everything seems be so sudden. The day before I was in Low Yat and there was this female promoter who introduced me the new Izzi broadband service. She left her number in the flyer and I sent her a CNY SMS on that night itself.

And on this night, while I was eating halfway with my cousin and Hui San in Chandran. Suddenly I saw a face quite familiar to me. The face that I recognize in Low Yat the day before. She was just arriving in Chandran with her friends. At first I was quite-but-not-very-sure it was the same girl I talked with so I looked at her for some time when she approached our table. Hoping that she would at least give some reaction when saw my face. (And that if she recognize all the people she talked to in Low Yat.)

Hehe. Guess what? It was really her!!! Both of us were stunned for awhile. I bet she must be surprise seeing me in Chandran too. Gosh, I met her in Low Yat and now we meet again in Kepong! Is that what you called fate huh? Haha. KL is really really small after all. I must admit that things do not always happen like that.

So she sat on the table next to us and I continued eating and chatting with my friends. And before I left I wished her goodbye and she asked if I use MSN. So I told her ya and I’ll SMS her my email address. It all happened so fast.

And right now we are SMSing each other while I’m typing this. Wow is something really going on? I dunno. We shall see… ^^

Farewell 2007

SO finally we have come to an end of 2007. Few days later I’ll going back to the lousy university. Yeah, lousy cuz the internet connection in the hostel is so soo sooo sloooow. And the food there sucks! There is only ONE Chinese stall in the whole university. So freaking lousy!

University Tiru Meniru (UTM)

Also have to get back to uni life already. Projects, assignments, sleepless nights, then sick due to lack of sleep.

My hostel block

But on the other hand, I will get to meet my coursemates again. After 1 month of missing seeing each other, I’m sure we have much to discuss and crap about. And hope CK will bring more “supply” to the hostel.

That's CK

I never did much during this holiday. Didn’t find a job, didn’t go for a long trip (except the Genting one) and basically just laid at home and did nothing. Once awhile met up with some friends for yamcha and movie session. That’s all.

GSC Pavilion

This coming semester I’ll be joining Ar. Hong’s environmental workbase. Some friends from his previous batch said that he is not that good, he didn’t crit much on our design until the very last minute and he always talk about business rather than architecture. I guess maybe that's his style.
However there were also some good comments on him: how he helped his student to save money on printing and most important of all, he gave fair and good grades to all for the final project! And, he is a Chinese! =) The ONLY Chinese lecturer in the whole 1st and 2nd year. Not so sure about the other years though.
OK so 2008 is coming and what is my new year resolution? Erm…well, as usual, hope everything will be smooth and nice (although it will not be sometimes, I know) and hope that I can meet my falling star anytime soon. =p
Haha. But mum always say: "Ming, study first lah….study first…"
So I guess just leave that to fate.

Flip-flop on my desk

One thing that I really really looking forward in 2008 is to travel to Canada and USA with my aunt’s family. Some weeks ago she asked me whether I’ll be free on this coming June cuz if I am, I can join them for a tour to Canada. They will also be going to visit my cousin brother who is currently studying in Seattle.
I was very very excited when I heard that but I would have to ask my dad first and guess what? He approved!!! I really can’t believe. Haha. I am going to land of ang moh for the first time if everything goes well next year.
One more thing my aunt told me that got me really high is that, if the plane transits at Japan, we might stay there for a day or two. Whoa…isn’t the trip too wonderful?! Hehe.
So what I'm gonna do when I return to uni is to confirm my sem break next year. Hopefully there will be no clashing with my measured drawing assignment, which I’ll be doing it in Negeri Sembilan on next mid-year.

At MidValley after watchin 'I Am Legend'

Last but no least, Happy new year to everyone! =)

Going Solo

I hear different stories from different sides. Duno which is true and which is not. I am so confuse and not sure which is the REAL her. Hmm..what does she have in mind actually? Doesn't sound like I know her well enough. Yup..I admit that I was very mad at her the moment she said tat we should not move on. Imagine someone who gave u a chance but suddenly turn u down when u actually are doing the best to be with her. She says tat she needs some time to 'settle' something first. And it seems like it is all my fault. =(

However I still like her alot. It's not easy to just let go someone u like and someone u really thought tat u can hold on to it. She discussed bout her problems and reasons to me but I wasn't really in the mood. I then walked away just like that. I was mad and I can't control my temper at that moment but when im finally cool down im really really afraid to let go of her. Sounds weird huh.

Guess I am going to become a fool this time. Cz i've decided to wait............

and wait...........

Dissapointed with somebody

WAHLAO! how can u say tat to me. i was just began to accept and cope with u for the past few weeks. u say u wanted to try out, so i took the chance. and i believe we could make it. sadly, things never turn out how it wished to be. u let me down, dissapoint me, chance by chance. i always wanted the good one for u and i would like to see u happy with it. but u always turn the things upside down. so many excuses. so many reasons. if u cant afford to put ur heart down, then dun tok bout tis at the very beginning. im like hanging in the middle of nowhere now. yea, im quite disturb of wat u said. and im very dissapointed with it..

VERY!!

A Choice to Choose My Date

IF I had a choice to choose who I wana date during this Valentine's Day. It would definately be Vanessa. She is a girl from my course.

It's not that I fell in love with her or I love her so much. The truth is, she is the girl where I think almost every guys will not fail trying to ask her out on that day. I dunno how to explain that. She has the 'attractiveness' which makes me want her to be my valentine's date without any hesitation.Just like Hannah Tan, the TV host/former beauty queen/singer, she is also a mixed of Chinese and Kelabit, or Chibit. In fact, she is a friend of Hannah's younger sister too. There were once in the same class.

However, there is a problem: The South China Sea. She is now back at her home in Miri, Sarawak. And I'm stayting in the potato-shaped Peninsular Malaysia.

Too bad =(

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Anyway, back from dreaming. I did spend my day out yesterday during Valentine's day. In the morning, Jian Fai fetched me to our Alma Mater, MBSSKL. There were alot of changes since the days we left the school. The sport houses T-shirt has been changed..to a more childish look. One part of the school block (where my Form5 class was located) has been demolished..to give way to a new four storey block with 12 classrooms.

And there is a new column right in front of the school office, called the 'Kisah Benar'. It is basically stories about some students doing some good deeds, contribution to the school, being helpful etc.

Truth story of MBS

what the..?

Wah Lao!!! Since when MBS started this? And whose idea is that? Well, I think it's OK to annouce it when for example, a student saved an ah pek from drowning in the Klang River or a boy stopped a riot at Jalan Chow Kit and managed to settle the arguments between the Guas and Geis but not every remeh-temeh stuff also need to inform the whole school ma.

Coincidencely we also met up with Siang Ling and her boyfriend, Kukan. Then Choon Wah came too. We saw some of our teachers and had a small chat with them.

During noon, Choon Wah and I went to Puduraya because he wanna get a bus ticket back to UTM after CNY. Then we went for lunch at Green Hut. Jian Fai didn't join because he had to fetched his girl girl.

After lunch, CW went back home and I went to MidValley to meet up with my Valentine's date. Hehe. There was this acrobatic shows from China performing at the Center Court.

Let's just turn and turn

Playing the 'che ling'

I went to collect the movie tickets which I've booked two days ago through the net. My date was still on the way to Midvalley so we decided to meet at the cinema entrance as the show was about to start at 3pm.

We watched Epic Movie. I tell u, this is the most silly show ever. Something like Scary Movie, it combines some parts of the movies from Da Vinci Code, Snakes on the Planes, Nachos, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Narnia, Harry Potter, Pirates of the Caribbean, James Bond, Superman, Star Wars, Click and also Borat. And it makes fun all them throughout the whole show.

There is also Paris Hilton appearing in it ;)

After the show, we shopped around before having a drink at Secret Recipe. I saw the girl which I admired (she is two years my senior) during the school times, walking with her boyfriend outside the cafe. I think she saw me too.

My date's new Sony handphone, with my old bluetooth light handphone

Suddenly there was a loud 'THUMP!" At first I thought Godzilla has arrived at MidValley. But It was actually some African guys who were just started a fight nearby. Soon the securities came and the crowd witnessed the show.

Valentine's day, couples everywhere. Holding hands, presents and flowers all around. Girlfriends shopping and boyfriends waiting to pay. There were also some school boys and girls, dating in the mall after in their uniforms.

"HELLO, after school go back study la! Aih..children nowadays!"

Haha, can't blame them. Two years ago, I was like that too at this time with my ex. Times flies, everything moved so fast and not the same anymore. Sometimes I wonder if she is doing good, or I am just doing not so great.

By the way, don't get me wrong. My date which I asked to accompany me yesterday is not a girl, but a guy. We are not trying to break our backs to become one of the brokebacks. He is actually my good friend during the high school time.

Since many of our friends are attached and not available on that day so I managed to ask him out. Who says Valentine's day must only celebrate with ur boy girlfriends, darlings or dear?! As long we have fun and enjoy ourself on that day right? =)

Nicholas Kau with the stage decorations

After a whole day of walking and shopping, we went back at about 8pm by train. Nicholas went back to his college at Nilai because he will be having a class on the following day. And since Chinese New Year is coming, I bought myself some gifts:
A Sony Ear Clip Headphone for my MP4 player. What I like about it is that the wire is retractable.
A pair of straight cut jeans from S&K. Got discount 30%. With jeans I don't have to wash it everyday in my hostel =p
An architecture book about houses from MPH. Might be useful for my upcoming third studio project. There are a lot of books about architecture but one thing about architecture books is that they are not really cheap.
Spent about RM300 on those stuff. This time I must visit as many places as I could to get MORE ang pows already. *grin*